Just because I have no one to talk to;
I hate feeling helpless, when in reality I have full control over this situation. You’re the biggest wall in my life right now and I can’t seem to grasp what to do to just get over you. Every time I try, we ultimately end up right back in the same spot. I feel so pitiful, a year later and I’m still here letting you leave this glimpse of hope in the back of my mind that maybe you will fulfill all of the hopes that I ever had for us. You are the most selfish person I have met, simply because you kept me around for this long for nothing but your own personal reasons. Not once did you take my feelings into consideration. Things have just been really rough lately. I have one friend that even bothers to talk to me on a daily basis, yet 95%of the time I hate talking to her about you because I know she hates the fact that I haven’t learned my lesson. Love is an atrocious thing, I honestly want nothing more than to be over you. I almost wish I never dated you. It’s so hard to picture myself letting someone in my life again. Why did you have to ruin everything? Maybe it was for the better, because you treated me like complete garbage at the end of our relationship anyways. I hate feeling like I need someone in my life to complete me, but I am beyond tired of not having someone who just fucking values my company and companionship. I’m so tired of looking back on the past, wishing things would have been different, because clearly that has done nothing but make me completely miserable. I just don’t know where to go from here. The only thing that is vaguely helping me to keep my head up is that I’m making smart choices in my life, some what, and you are honestly a loser. I wanted nothing but to try to fix you when we were together, but you have zero motivation to just make something of yourself. The sad part is, you’re so much better than what you give yourself credit. I just want to be happy, but I have never had the slightest clue how to be that alone.
and this was pathetic
"How the Media Failed Women in 2013," courtesy of Miss Representation. This is mind-boggling and you must watch it right now.
This literally brought tears to my eyes, I get so upset over the way that women are viewed and treated as some kind of lesser beings.